I feel wierd...

First of all I wanna write in english today, and I don`t care if you find some mistake here, because i know my grammar still is sucks.

I know I chose come back and I really think I did the best choose for me at the moment, but now sometimes I think how could be if I decided to stay there, I never will know that.

The things here are good , isn`t the way I wished , but this is the life.....one day is perfect other day is horrible.

Last night I was sad, really sad, becuase I realised the world is sick, is true! Not just because I can't find a good job, but the because human are sick, we all need think bigger and change the way we going......Money is not all, believe me!

People are killing others because they want more and more money, what fuck is that????

We always are looking for something better for us, but we forget about the others. Ours problems is always bigger......

I would like to change that, but I really don't know how!

And the violence in Brazil makes me feel in the wrong place, I love here, but I know in the USA is not like here.....this is so sad! Here is so beatiful, everyone say here are the best people in the world, warm people, but nowadays I don't agree with that any more.....people are so selfish!!! Sometimes I wish not be here! I feel lost....alone....wierd! That`s it!!! #prontofalei